I am so depressed lately. I have never been more unhappy. I just got out of the hospital after a major overdose on Monday. I took about 7500 mg worth of meds. I took Depakote ER, Atarax, and Haliperidol. 5 days later and I still feel so sick. They didn't pump my stomach and I wanted them to. Instead I vomited 3 times. I am so unhappy about my weight lately. It has gotten out of control. I am so overweight. I have tried going to the gym and exercising and then eating right, and it isn't that simple. I've had anorexia/bulimia for the past 11 years, so I will NEVER be happy with the way I look. That's the first problem. The second is that I'm so homesick. I am originally from Texas, but moved to the UK to get married. I'm very happy here, but it's hard not having family around. I miss my grandma most......*sighs*.......I'm so upset.
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