((((Tinkerbell)))) - I am so sorry you feel this way right now. I absolutely think you are wonderful, you make me laugh in games, you are very funny and witty. I have seen and experienced your kindness on here and that definitely does not come from someone who is evil in any shape or form.
We can be so good at criticising ourselves, giving ourselves a hard time, why is it harder to see the good in ourselves?
Hugs to you - Soup