Had a really upsetting yet wonderful thing happen yesterday. My partner decided its time to get help for her eating disorder I'm so proud of her but at the same time I hate not having her around because she's my only support that's always there and actually understands what I'm trying to say ( I have a hard time explaining myself and my feelings) I'm so happy she's getting the help she needs but I'm really worried of what I'll do while I'm alone..
I'm so nervous of being alone that I won't even stay in the apartment, I'm sleeping at my parents house until she gets out and can come home with me. I have lots of people offering to help me with money and offering to be there for me, but they don't understand what I'm like and even when I do try to talk to them they don't understand what I'm trying to say at all.
All and all though its going to be a very good thing for my partner and I'm very proud of her, now its just time for me to follow through with getting the help I need