(((sniffles)))) Yes, moving away from family is tough. I hope you can work something out with your spouse in making contact with your grandmother available...if not by phone, then through elaborate mailings or such!

Please do what you know to be good for you... eating as healthy as you can... Yes, you would feel poorly after such an experience, I'm sorry you felt so desperate. You say you are happy, but why that action then? What does your doctor say to help you through this??