You are a nice person..

This is just my take on a lot of the issues that people have (myself included) We KNOW things in our head, but KNOWING those things doesn't matter when it comes to BELIEVING them in your heart.

You haven't given us examples of you being evil, or being "not a nice person" but on the other hand you did point out that you try to be nice, and not only do you try but you succeed. I know this is difficult but sometimes your heart isn't what you should be listening to, listen to your head, and to us....