((((((( HUGS ))))))) ~ ~ ~ ~ ((((((( HUGS ))))))))
I am so SORRY that this happened to you.... as I was reading your post the thought of the DATE RAPE drug came to my mind.
Do you think it is possible that something like this might have happened to you ? - for I know of a few females this has happened to and they could not remember a lot about the event and what they could remember they felt physically helpless or unable to stop it.
LoVe,
Rhapsody -