I am sorry your going through this right now i can imagine its hard. I did similar things once when i bought a boat that i had this idea i was going to live on, went completely in debt and got even more over whelmed with things but you know what? I was able to get rid of it although still in debt from it and jobless but they have credit forgivness and all sorts of things to help you. Just keep your head up and i know its hard but try hard to tell yourself things will be ok. Ive been to jail for my actions but once again it all worked out. I can't say enough but have faith that it will work out.