He was my best friend. and he is ignoring me... pretending I don't exist. The one person I trusted with all of my heart, and he abandoned me with nothing but a baby belly. No food, home, money, I don't have a job right now, and no transportation.

Now I have to deal with my 18 year old sister...she is jealous that my parents are with me most of the time trying to comfort me and help get me settled into my new place and fix up a last minute nursery. She thinks I should just "get over" him and cut off all ties with his family. (The inlaws are good as gold to me...and plus they are my daughters family too...I cant just keep her from them if they want to be there) She thinks that me being on a forum like this is just wallowing in self pity. She yelled at me and made me sob today.

I can't handle this anymore, the pain-the pressure-the stress...everything in between. If I didn't have this baby inside of me, I'd probably put a bullet in my brain.


I have finally snapped.