My mom was talking to me about something that I was afraid of Not happening. My mom seen and hear it with her own ears and insists it did happen, but I have a different interpretation of it cause I heard/seen it too. I fear the worst and am afraid to believe her for fear of false hope, BUT when I settle down and go to bed thinikng positive like my mom said to, I wake up in the morning feeling empty and being afraid still. Almost as if it wears off.

If she is right about this, how can I finally believe her?
She is going out of her way to prove it to me and I can't see it