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I've always felt like a square peg in a round hole. LOL In high school, I didn't feel like I fit in anywhere. I had a couple of friends who "tolerated" me, but THEY fit in with groups where I did not. So they'd go on with THOSE groups, and I'd be left out. I'd try to fit in, but it just didn't work out.
All thru my life, I've felt different. I can't put my finger on it. I'm "shy" but once I get to know someone I'm a GOOD friend. Trouble is, I let people use me, which has been a problem all my life. After they're done with me, they split. LOL
I have one life=long friend, whom I've had since I was 4 yrs old. She's always been there, and always will be. I can count on here for anything, and that's really great. So I guess I can't complain too much cause not many people can say they have a friend for that many years!
So you're not alone. I'm sure there's a LOT of us out here! It may not help knowing that, but maybe it will. God bless and take care. Hugs, Lee
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