Good to hear that you made it through the day. Depression and low energy is so tough to deal with, and I know what you mean about the lack of appetite. I can't really remember the last time I've had a full meal that I enjoyed. I wish you well on that drive. I lived in CA briefly and drove on the 405 a few times. Maybe if you have a book on CD to listen to it will make the drive a little less painful...best wishes.
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Originally Posted by Rose Panachée
So I made it thru the day. I rested and mostly slept. I still feel this enormous weight on me and feeling that i am slowly dying inside. My brother is in town for only 2 days but i just cannot see him. He doesn't believe in depression. And i just dont have the energy to fake that i am fine for him.
I hope that when I wake up tomorrow morning that I have at least the energy and motivation to get up and out the door. For that excrutiatingly slow drive on the 405.
Another one of the horrible things about depression is that i have no appetite at all. Which of course does nothing to help the energy issue...
Hoping tomorrow will be a better day. This cant last forever...
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