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Illegal Toilet this is only my personal take on this, so please bare that in mind. I personally think it’s almost another extension of your thought process, the good one in some ways. That tries to stop you from harming yourself in a worse way or ending your life. In this case your body wants to react to stop your unwanted suicide thoughts. However at those times your body, mind doesn’t really know how… we all have mixed emotions and although you can’t think yourself out of that situation or moment in time. We end up doing (strange as it seems) things almost instinctively to stop ourselves from doing more harm. Although usually these are also bad things in their own way and hitting yourself in the head won’t really help. Apart from a quick release from the feelings and emotions you’re experiencing at that time. It’s like you’re hurting yourself in one respect, then you’re trying to stop your thoughts. So really this is the better way to let it out. Considering the extent of how you’re feeling at those times. However it’s about trying to work on another way, things to do when you feel like this. You need to try and do something different that won’t harm you even though in this case it might be the helpful in one respect to the bigger picture of your situation. Maybe try getting a punch bag and in those times try to take it out on that instead. You still get your natural way of reacting and releasing that tensions and feelings from yourself but without harming yourself. Just my thoughts and take on this. I am sorry if I got this wrong or this isn’t how it is for you personally. Wishing you all the best
Last edited by Mindinpieces; Jul 11, 2012 at 08:20 AM.
Reason: made a few mistakes and sorry if I still don't make sense or this isn't written any good.
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