I activate and deactivate constabtly. The 2 last straws were when my own son and husband agreed that it was fine to leave me out of a "family" photo in Alaska, a trip I did all the plans for, since the more important glacier pic turned out beter when I wasn't there. Thanx family. Then I got to read of one of my best friends in high school who was from back East and had jut been west to viit her elderly mom. Our old friendship did not survive the test of time. None of my old friendships sadly really did. So she could not bother to call me for 25 seconds. Goodby facebok, where jut like in the high school I came from, only the in crowd talk to you. Life stays the same; I continue to be not worthy enough. That sounds so whiny and I know it. I apologize, but plan to sty away forever.