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Originally Posted by Jan1212
What were the situations where people thought you were a joke? Was it mostly your own perception of the way things were going? Some people can be cruel. They don't understand what's going on, they assume you do'nt like them because you do'nt want to talk or reach out to them
What you mean when you said that you dropped out of your family? Does that mean you cut ties with them when you moved out? Sometimes family can be of good base support to get to know your 'place' or values. Sometimes at this age you are not sure where you belong, with career, relationship, independence, money, it's common- so don't blame yourself it will pass. I am at the same age as you. Believe me, I went through a difficult time and you might say I still am. How long have you been feeling this way?
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i meant when i dropped out of school i went straight to work with my family and on days i wasnt working i was hanging out with family that were alot older then me and we were just doing drugs together and they treated me like their little cousin or nephew it wasnt like i met them somewhere and they wanted me to come hang out it.. just been in alot of social situations where i dont relate or i feel people think i think im better than them or its people that are shady ,judgemental or im not good enough for i guess because of the fact they see me with no job, cheap car quiet and just nothing to offer. havent foudn anyone that understands or is like me , im not good with first impressions at all... i was cool with quite a few people in the town i just moved from(when i had nice car,dirtbike,streetbike license,money,wasnt depressed ) but when i left my girl friend and the town i found out i had no real friends .. only a couple people came up to see me and they dont come around anymore not even a text or phone call... but yea,im def notthe type to be trying to prove myself to anyone and since im new around here ontop of anxiety /depersonalization , being a quiet person and broke im treated like a joke.(sarcasm,ignored or people jus being "nice")because of my anxiety problems... but yea im definently tryin to meet some people that can relate so hit me up!. and thanks to thoes trying to help there isnt too many people out there that actually want to see the next person do good like that so im glad to see there still is SOME people out there ike that other than myself..