I love when you post Madisgram! So glad I checked this out. I was famous for "limiting" amounts and days. I've even switched out what I'd drink thinking it would make a difference. Naturally none of that worked EVER. I also hated beer however I drank it anyway to avoid the hard stuff because "beer didn'tget me drunk or make me blackout". HA that's so far from the truth. I'd have so much it would just do the same as everything else I consumed. Also the last three years of my drinking history I was more of a binge drinker. So I thought it was okay to get wrecked once a month or every other week since I no longer drank everyday. It was certainly no different. And this pass year that once a month turned into 3-4 days a week. If I didn't start attending AA I would be right back where I left off. 7 days a week drinking whatever I could get my hands on, from vodka, Jack, Jager, beer, wine, etc etc. As long as I was numb that's all that mattered in the past. I'm so grateful to be out of that chaos. I wasted so much engery and money on this diease. I am thankfully to start my new life without it. Still just taking it one day at a time.

Again thank you for the thread!! I always enjoy what you share