I'm so mad at myself...so mad....
I loved dancing with this guy...I think I showed him so much attention that he didn't deserve at all...
Last night, when he got to the club, he didn't even pay attention to me...stupid me, I went and said hi to him....then I asked him to dance....after few dances, he told me he needed a break....then he passed one song, and after that he danced with another girl over and over....and he never came to ask me to dance at all....
I was so pissed...mostly at myself for making him so big in my mind....
He was always all over me and dancing a lot with me....Sunday, I asked him to come over to my new place to help me out...he did...so as couple of other friends of mine....and he helped me to paint the room....
He doesn't speak English that well....and it's very difficult to communicate with him....
I think last night, he wanted to show me that he doesn't care about me at all....well...he did a good job....
Then I got pissed and danced with different guys including his brother.....He doesn't even talk to his brother....and that was my first time to dance with his brother....I hope I made him jealous!
His brother was even a better dancer!
But at the bottom line....I really love dancing with him....we just have a great Chemistry....but I think I'm developing something more for him....and that's a no no....He's not for me at all.....
I'm so lost!