Today has been a good one. Got lots of compliments from my manager and co-workers for my second day on the job, so that made me feel great. Got my meds, and got through my first pap. >_< I've been dreading it for years. But it wasn't too bad. I'm really craving a bowl (of pot) but still don't have any. I'll make it, though. Haven't been craving cigs at all. The thing concerning me now is not forming a habit to the klonopin. I think I'm going to as my shrink about welbutrin or paxil next time I go in. I've been doing my research and listening to some advice and I think one of those will be better for me. But in a generally good mood, anyway!