filling an emotional need...

hm.
interesting.

they filled a need for me for a long time.
in fact.......his name was Jesse.
we hung out and talked about everything.
he was mostly auditory and has been visual a few times.
then he became neutral to me. many times mean.

for me right now if anything the void they fill is me getting to talk to people. them.
they arent necessarily nice right now. i cant have convos with them.
but ive heard commentary before. its annoying. but its like someone is with me. that cares. because jesse started as commentary and saved me from stuff like telling me not to do things. and not to talk to certain people.
he told me hed be my friend. which is what i needed.