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Originally Posted by newtus
i miss mine when i hear true silence.
even if they were mean.
because i wasnt alone.
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I guess that's how I feel too. Maybe this feeling is being exacerbated by me being alone this week, but it has been building for a while now so maybe that's just a part of it. Maybe what costello said about them filling my need to be 'punished' is the other part, or another part. Maybe there's more to it again? Maybe I'm just a masochist
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Originally Posted by newtus
reminds me of any relationship ive had.
im the kind to always say to always go back to the abuser and say sorry when it wasnt even my fault. i did it because i desperately needed friends or someone to talk to. id be willing to be verbally abused in many friendships of people my age in the past because they knew how hard it was for me to make new friends and they knew if i lost them id have no one else.
well right now i have no one.
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Well you have us here at PC! I know that's not the same as having someone IRL though
*Willow*