my friend call me today and appolgised for getting so drunk last night he cant remember how he got home lol, i took him, i am not callus, i was the one who got him drunk in the first place so it was the least i could do,

he still doesnt know i didnt see the band live but watched it all on the tv in the bar, i dont think he needs to know that, i did what he asked of me.

it was a fluke me spending the night in the bar instead of the moshpit "shivers" when i noticed that there were not a lot of people (2-3 tops) in there i went in to compose myself, i was visably shaking, the valium were not working so i thought next best thing and it went from there