I can't go to sleep without taking an Ativan + Hydrocodone. It's the only thing that's working for me at the moment. I feel for ya. I'm so anxious and in a lot of pain and I can't break away from it this time it seems. Hang in there. I'm tired of taking pills, too. I don't know what else to do anymore. All my friends have left out of my life, I can't get into relationships, etc. I hope everything is alright and your sleeping patterns become better.