are you in any type of therapy now? Can you show that you are trying to get therapy (is there something in the county or city that provides a free service?) I think having a doctor that can vouch for you could be of extreme importance.

You are only 29. I'm sorry to hear about your dad. Do you have old friends or even teachers that might be able to steer you in the right direction or read your story? I think you need someone that can assist you and I think you should direct them to this page (only trusted people).

You do have your whole life ahead of you. The 20's are hard for all of us, we all make mistakes and endure the consequences.

Even if you have to go to jail. I know it sounds horrible but it might be an avenue to get the help you need, and a time out on this life.

The credit stuff can get cleared up. In this economy it has happened to many many people. My dad declared bankruptcy a few years ago and already has a new credit card!

Truly if this was an episode and you have a good past, you can get past all of this. It is overwhelming for anyone.

That you have a diagnosis and can prove it could be of utmost importance, focus on making sure you can have a doctor or therapist to vouch for you. That would be my advice.