We need to stay together for " financial " reasons. She lives upstairs with her 3 dogs and 5 cats. I live downstairs with myself. It's complicated. Married 37 years. I'm retired on disability with so much wrong with my body and mind that it would take days to tell it all.
I'm in chronic pain all my waking hours. you can't see my pain.
No communication, no love ,no feelings no nothing. I know there are many people out there who are going through the same stuff as me so why do I feel so alone !