For a few days, I actually felt...not so bad. I wouldn't say I was "happy", but I certainly wasn't as down as I had been. Now I'm right back where I was before.

I messaged one of my friends from high school and suggested we get together sometime. She agreed, but she hasn't messaged me for awhile, despite the fact that she's been on Facebook and communicating with others. I can't help but think that maybe she's ignoring me on purpose. I feel so alone and unwanted.