WoW, you sound like me, I didn't think anyone had this fear either. It's good to know I'm not alone.

What I have done over the years have been to try and be around them though community events. I also told my T this and a cop came to therapy once as a favor to my T. I still don't like cops but I don't get as panicky around them.

I hope you can find some comfort knowing your not alone.

I was hurt as a child by a few cops and once one messes with you I just bunch them all together including all the states I lived in.

your in my thoughts on this.

and hang in there, Crew

PS I do wonder though, for me it's like they can become the JUDGE, JURY, and then you have to fight to prove your innocent. I don't care for those that think they are better then those that aren't. I wish they would go after bad guys like they back up there own first. I do not like cops! Yet I am not stupid enough to do something where they will stop me etc...