hi I dont know what I have or if I even am depressed I took 6 online tests they all said sever depression but i dont know if I believe them or not.
I have a bad back so I am in alot of pain also and taking meds for that but I have been on them for about 9 yrs and the change just started in the last few yrs.
I just want to stay in my room and watch tv till I see some one killed my mom died on may the 3rd at 91 yrs old and had a great life but she was my mom and I loved her so much. I cant concentrate to finish progects I start and that started 2 yrs ago . I am up all night almost then sleep till about 10 in the morning even if I dont go to sleep till 9 wife makes sure of that it just seems like my whole life has fallen apart we had to move and could only find one person to help so it took forever and in the old days I moved everybody;( i dont know whats wrong with me nothing probably just those stuipid books got me thinking oh ya then my African grey parrot died on my grand dauhgters birthday all these deaths are in the last 2 and 1/2 months I just cant take any more deaths . any way hope you all have a good day George