Basically kicking myself for not trying hard in highschool and caring about college. I go to a state school for undergrad. I am so envious of the kids who took themselves seriously and got into prestigious schools. I just wish I had cared more. Now I am determined to get into a prestigious graduate school. I just feel weird, because I don't really know what I want to study yet. I just know I want to pursue academics and go to a good school. In many ways, a big reason why I want to go to graduate school is just so I can have a second chance at getting into a high-ranking school. I would love to go to an ivy-league and will work as hard as it takes.