It's funny how bc I have anxiety I tend to get nervous even reading your fears or watching those ocd shows bc it feels like it will rub off on me.. I am not "afraid" of police however I am nervous around them.. sometimes to the point of anger/frustration other times I just do my best to avoid em.. Growin up my mom wrote alot of hot checks to pay for food for us & so the police would issue warrants & track her down so she would often be dodging them & we would have to be quiet & still when they'd come to the door or occasionally answer it (when we were older) & say she wasn't home to buy her more time.. I know eventually she was picked up & spent a night in jail but that wasn't until I was around 16-17 & it had gone on for around 10 yrs (while w/ my father & eventually she used my step fathers checks).. Obviously you see a few problems in here already however that is just the beginning.. My sister & I ditched school when I was 15 (she was 12) & we lied to the cop & gave him fake names & a fake address to mail the tickets to but he had also put us in the back of his squad car & took us to school.. Shortly after I got my license when