I have been to hell and back the past 6 months or so. I finially have days where things are calm. No arguing, no teenagers issues, no nothing but peace and quiet. I know that sounds great but to me it is scary. I feel panic creeping back in. I take zoloft. I wonder if it is time to up my meds or change meds. I'm at my maximum dosage. I don't know if the feeling of calm is just so unfamiular that it feels strange. Or do I have a real issue. It just feel strange, to Close to haveing a panic attack, though I have not had a panic attack as of yet. (fingers crossed) It is my H's turn the next two weeks to see our T. I've just recently lost my in home councelor (2 wks ago). So I do have a few things to be nervous about. Just a little concerned. I suppose the answer will come soon enough. But if I can avoid a full blown melt down it would be nice. I also know how hard it is to change meds and the crazy things it can do to you. I know stress, high stress, increases adrinalin and courtasol. (sorry I'm a horrible speller, spell like it sounds, I don't know how to use spell check. Anyone?) It could be a drop off in these 2 that my brain is experiencing. Who knows. Well anyway, thanks for listening