If I dont lose it this week ... it will be a MIRACLE!!!!!!!

Dad called me this morning from the rehab center DEMANDING to be took HOME!!!!!!!! And if I didnt do it , he'd find someone else to do it.

I couldnt believe what I was hearing. I mean other than the meeting yesterday with his social worker/ case manager and doctor he's been treated well ... very well. I went the rounds with him today. Finally I got to the point where he said they said I had to get out of here today my time was up. I said dad nooooo... you've got till this coming Friday . He didnt want to be doing the private pay. AND he still thinks he is going to get to go home by his DEMANDING to next Friday w/o the 24 hr care. I think he is just trying to get his last hurrah in . I felt so bad. But what do you do? I feel like I am all over the place. So much more I want and need to say.. just cant right now. I havent been able to stop crying since yesterday afternoon basically. Well i've stopped .. but its been an on and off thing constantly ya know? Hope you guys can hang tight with me here. Sorry.

Bethy