I wanted to be friends with exT. now with current T, I like her and have intense feelings for her too. I have communication skills issues and I cant make or maintain relationships because of it. So last week T wanted us to pretend we had just met at a restaurant and just have a "normal" conversation for the 40 min I had in session. So I agreed to do it. Oh gosh, it was so awkward!!! Holy cow I didnt realize how hard it would be to make that transition. It was nuts. It took me like 10 min to get out of therapy mode and into real life mode lol. It was nice but not something id want to experience again. Too weird lol