Well I don't see how there is no society...there is and I am effected by it. I mean its not as simple as difficulties interacting with people one on one....its more feeling totally separate from people in general and well alienated from society.

Also I realize sometimes its my thoughts causing anxiety and stress. But that is not to say the outside world does not effect me and also induce stress, anxiety and even depressed feelings. I mean this is just what i am talking about it seems assumed that the mentally ill individual is always in the wrong in what they feel. I mean its like if I say society is flawed the general response would be 'no you're just mentally ill so you feel like it is.'

I guess I just don't see how to enjoy life at all within the confines of society...I mean that isn't what I want in life though I don't really know what I want anyways.