I can understand that, I have to be on medication as well. I've tried to go with out and crashed miserable, I'm sure you will find something that will work and be safe for the baby.
Panic attacks- you dont HAVE to be on medication for this, if you know how to deal with them, talk your way out of them, think rationally ect then anyone can talk there way out of panic. It takes alot of practice, I can do that now, but with depression, that is mainly what I'm on medicaton for...
Good luck, I'm sorry you are having a hard time with this.
<font color=red>~Sundance~</font color=red>
<font color=blue>"Never react emotionally to criticism. Analyze yourself to determine whether it is justified. If it is, correct yourself. Otherwise, go on about your business."</font color=blue>
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