Today is a down day. I have a friend who is much older than me and we frequently keep in contact with each other. I mostly enjoy talking to him but I hate it at the same time. He says that I shouldn't feel guilty when I tell him depressing things about me, but I do. I just want all my problems to go away so he won't try to have the convo centered on me when he asks how I'm doing. I just wish I could be a happy normal girl.