I'm not gonna say that I'll never find someone that will truely accept me for who I really am, but as soon as I start making enough money and get our last apartment paid off, I'm moving out. Maybe before the spsrtment is paid off, who knows. Just have to see how things go from here. I finally got a job and am feeling good about myself, but now I don't want to come back to the house because I'm so sick of fighting with her. I moved in with her straight out of my moms house, so I never took the chance to figure out who I really was. I'm thinking I need to be on my own for a while. I have no idea if she'll be there when I'm ready, but I think I'm ready to accept that she may not. I don't know if she was just being hateful this morning, but I can't be what she wants until I figure myself out. I may have lost her and what we've been trying to build, but I'm finally puting myself first, and thats where a lot of my problems have been steming from. Think its time for a new start.