Beth, I find it hard to find the words in response to all you are going through. It seems like more than one person can handle, or should have to handle. You are only trying to do what's right for your dad and his care, and you must also do what is right for you. I am here for you, and I care very much. You are such an incredible person. Please take good care of yourself right now, and don't forget I am here for you!

Love and Best Wishes,
Zen