I know this will be deemed strange to a lot of people, but I feel it's something I should be more open about. It's totally harmless and for me, non-sexual and not addictive. I do not wear them myself, but have somewhat of a fascination in seeing others in them. I remember clearly from childhood liking them. My problem is I feel it's stopping me from being in a relationship. I'd never force anyone to do something that made them uncomfortable, but I almost feel like this is something I need to experience. I don't know how to handle it almost. Do I need to talk with a therapist or just deal with it on my own terms? I feel like a freak sometimes, yes, but I know these feelings won't change. I have some other kinks/fetishes I'm into, which may be a bit out there more-so than diapers. I'm just wondering if this is something I should really stay private about, even though I mentioned I want to be open about it all. I really don't know where to turn. I've tried to get these thoughts out of my head, but they always return. Any advice/comments would be appreciated; thank you.