Well interestingly enough I was pretty much a daily drinker for quite some time until pretty recently. I don't know that I was ever legitimately addicted to the crap but either way I saw enough of my family who drinks too much making asses of themselves while drunk.......so it burnt me out on it and I straight up stopped.

I have had a couple drinks here and there since, but that's it...just don't have it in me to drink so much anymore and though things still suck in my life and I still feel pretty screwed up mentally I feel less alcohol is a good thing for me.

I mean maybe its a temporary feeling, but I think I prefer drinking less...This is not to say I'm going sober though I still regularly use cannabis.

Hmm don't know if I really belong in this section of the site, but there is not a general substance use/self medication ect. section so I come here on occasion.