Hey, BlackCat. It's got to be hard to focus on sobriety with rum cake to eat at home. Mom's sure not helping. Have you told her that? All mothers aren't created equal--maybe yours needs a quickie lesson on MomHood-101.
What do you do to keep busy? Are you home for the summer, or just home? Why are you in "withdrawals from Xanax"?
Even if you're just away from some position briefly, you seem to be suffering from food missing something.

Try to fill in this time. See how that come. Permit free time only when all goes terrifically great!