So recently my friend/counselor of mine we went out to talk about how I had recently failed on the whole cutting issue. And she had said previous between my not eating and cutting I have self destructive tendencies. But then she said she was wondering why I failed this time cause nothing bad had happened I just did it. And didn't even know why, she started to explain that maybe I won't let myself just be fine and happy. Like something has to be wrong with me. Does this make any sense?