Ive been married 4 years and I still have those moments. I dont think it ever just goes away but i had to stop feeling like a bad wife/mom because im bipolar. Im always scared hes going to get sick of being with a crazy but this is me and im never going to not be bipolar. Its really hard to get to that point and actuaully accept love when you dont think its possible. Sorry to get off subject I just know how you feel and its something within that can be managed...guarenteed. if he cant stand the heat he would have ran out of the kitchen ALONG time ago