This is such a good topic.... Made me think of my x husband and how angry I am for how he treated me... He recently went to Iran and found a divorced Persian woman with a 4 year daughter and he plans on marrying her....When I found out she was 30 years old, (x is 55) inside I screamed.. I started praying that God would make him suffer with this new wife like he made me suffer.. I asked God for revenge... All of the awful things in my mind I asked God to deliver upon the x.... This evening the tears were flowing... I felt so awful wanting revenge.. The x deserves a new life... . Bottom line I asked God for forgiveness for having so much anger and hate.. I don't know if i have forgiven the x, but I do know I don't want harm to come to him and I want him to be happy.... My happiness is mine to find... He is finding his happiness and I pray it works out for him..........

.....Now if I can find compassion for the "christian" atty and "christian" T.. They both messed me over big time. The childhood stuff I have no feelings so I don't need to worry on that now.. I need to still learn to let go and/or forgive a few more folks.. Guess in time that may happen....