If you were me Maven

What would you do?

I respond to ADs. I know this. Funny tho ... well usually they work and I stop cos I think I'm fine.

But this time I am getting very emotional even tho my Celexa is working in terms of concentration etc. I do well at work. But I also get crying and angry (as I think I already said).

My doctor is lovely. but going back? seems like I've failed in his treatment plan. I can't let him know that.

Do I try SJW or do I try another doc (cos i don't want to let current one know i suck) or do i quit altogether.

What would you do????