Okay I think you need to take big breaths and calm down

Yes the rash looks scary, but you will catch it early and go to your doctor and stop the med *IF* you get it. And the chances are so so small. I'm not worried about it at all - I'm informed about it, I know what to look out for and I know what to do *IF* it appears
To say you are done with ALL meds because of the infinitesimally small chance of a serious side effect from ONE med is some serious distorted thinking. Just try to clam down and then reassess flushing your meds - don't do anything rash (pun intended!)
*Willow*