Problem is I understand all the logic and that my thinking is distorted (if I am being honest I'll just say my emotional side is stupid on this subject) but holy hell I am having a panic attack over this.
I have no access to my meds right now which is good because they'd be gone already. I'll sleep on it before I do anything.
In the meantime I am trying to breathe, count and work. It's not working right now but I think it's calming me a bit. I'll be fine in a few hours, I think.
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Originally Posted by Clinte89
Im just against lamictal now ugh it doesnt work fast enough you can get a hell of a bad rash all that jazz but other meds Im all for.
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I'm not for meds, at all. I did a string of SSRI's and hated them, they took away things from me that were very important (sex drive and energy) which is why I have had such a hard time getting back on meds. And now that I finally 'gave in' and accepted meds, I get one that will kill me with a ****ing rash.
I feel like I climbed a personal mountain to get back on meds which is probably stupid, I know other people (hell, even I) have more serious problems then whether or not to medicate, but it's been killing me. I climb that mountain and THIS is the med I get.