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HomeDawg said:
I dont know what to do
anymore.My life is just CRAP and I HATE my life.

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Sometimes, yeah, life does seem like complete crap. I found my diagnosis made me feel like I had a life sentence and I was always going to be as bad as I was when I was diagnosed.

The only thing that can improve your life from crap to whatever you desire is to try. Put effort into improving it, because nobody has that power but you. No medication, no doctor, no therapist can make decisions for you that will make your life better. They can offer you help, they can give you advice, and medication can help with symptoms, but you need to make the decision to do things to help the situation.

If this means putting the effort in to graduating school - then put the effort in. If it means getting a job - get a job. It's hard in the beginning because everything seems hopeless, but you have to do it if you want to change your circumstance.

Best of luck.