I am starting to feel better. thankfully! With the help of my friends here on PC, support, great feedback, etc. AND the fact that a guy scared the holy c***! out of me yesterday on the elevator...

In a split second, I literally went from depressed, to stunned, and then anxious.

I think I would rather feel anxious than depressed. At least when I am anxious, I feel...something...other than miserable and exhausted.

Frankly, I'd like my life to feel just even...not too hot / not too cold.

Nice.