"Fixed" is different then having your life back the same. As much as you don't want to here this you can be an awesome parent with visitation. You have a lot of ***** on your plate and your currently not stable. I know how hard it is to be away from your child. I'm at 3 1/2 months with 1 week of supervised visitation, luckily he's with family, but currently there's no end insight. So I do know how bad it hurts.

You may want to see if any of the local hospitals have intensive out patient because they usually have scholarships. All this ***** is to overwhelming to deal with while depressed and you sound depressed, rightfully so for the situation. Try to speak to legal aid and get a public attorney for the criminal charges. Really push for the change of venue so both charges can go through the MI court.