If you read my last post i decided against being friends or any contact with her again but i'm starting to regret it, i miss her although she acted badly i still miss her does it get any easier ... below is my previous post about this. I denied the facebook request but left it pending, didn't realise it did that now i have a reminder and i cant seem to make myself comfortable with my descion. I'm not sure life is better without her it's less complicated but more lonely.

I fell out with my best mate a few months ago and she nearly ruined my life! I had a breakdown around her and another mate, cut myself really bad and spent a week up hospital after that but the aftermath was even worse, she called my jobs and told them i was unfit to be working there! She turned most of my other friends against me and i ended up paranoid! After her pushing for me to tell her why i needed therapy for my ex i told her a little and she went off and asked him and he almost killed me!
I cut all contact and since life has been lonely but better i guess and i just woke up to find a friend request on facebook, i don't know what to do i'm one for not holding a grudge and forgive and forget but i just don't know what to do, hoping you guys can help me! I have no T for 19 days so i can't ask him i don't want to fall into a trap or cause more trouble. What do you think?