Hi.

I'm frustrated.

I'm on 60mg of Vyvanse for ADHD and 60mg of Citalopram for anxiety. I haven't taken my medicine in a week and even before this past week I wasn't really taking is regularly since the summer started.

Every time I take the medicine, I have this overwhelming urge to DO something. I'm stuck at home every day babysitting my baby brother, so there isn't much I can do. I think it may be a sign of it wearing off because of the time that it happens, but I'm not sure.

I want a project. I need to do something that I feel is somehow productive, but I can't find the right activity. I'm artsy and musical and I try a bunch of different things that will satisfy my urge to DO SOMETHING. Today I journaled for a bit and it helped some, but now I need something else.

When I'm like this, I feel like exploding. It's like a ball of stress starts building up inside of me, but I don't know what to do.

Help.